我的生活

:(

2010-09-21T14:06:00.000-07:00

why can't things go slower.. but u choose to let go
I am trying very hard. but u just choose to let go.
u just don't know how pain my previous r/s.
you won't understand....

what to do.....

2010-08-15T18:23:00.000-07:00

what to do...........
I'm scare. of cuz who don't for r/s?
I won't regret to drop a tears for you...
but i just wanna try it out on you.
don't know why.
you turn my world upside down.
Don't wanna promise anything
let time prove everything.
Don't need any return
Let me do all expectation.

...

2010-08-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

How have you been..
It has been 6 month...
life for me is kind of normal.
guess your is the same too huh..
maybe your will not be here anymore..
i did not expect anything..
but just wanna tell you that..
i still love you..Qian ling.

Sign off.

:)

2010-04-16T06:48:00.001-07:00

I still miss you..
I want you back so badly...

:)

2010-04-05T09:44:00.001-07:00

After club a 5km walk at hortpark might sound crazy. But i just somehow did it with eve. haha
Hmm. start work at 12 april. Have to work hard. play hard. :)
Somehow.. Time heal, yeah it might nt heal completely. But just somehow..it don't make me feel that hurt.
I wanna go Universal studio! who's up?
ok. Shell be a good bolster & sleep. ;)

If everything could repeat,i'll treasure...

2010-03-29T13:24:00.001-07:00

Reopening this blog partially lot of reason.
Maybe to write more of my feeling out instead of keeping it myself.
Been quite buzy lately, trying to filled thing in my mind somehow.
its late now, 4.35am
Off to bed.
Night.

If everything could repeat,i'll treasure...

..

2010-02-14T22:37:00.000-08:00

Times heal..
indeed.
dun wish to let time heal..
but i've no choice.
no point grabbing u without ur heart..
I must also learn to be strong. rite?
Yes i agree, times without you suck.
but i am trying to act as normal.
maybe nt deep dwn inside.
Sometime i feel so angry..
that you have left me.
partially nt your fault either.
love game is just so surprize.
who know next moment you can fall in love with who..
no matter what..
i'll try to be myself again..
without you.

..

2010-02-13T00:25:00.000-08:00

I have tried my best..
maybe this is the last only way to show how much i love you..
is to avoid you..
I know it is hard for u to decide now..
So i made a decision for you..
i'm sorry..
i love you..

..

2010-01-17T05:12:00.001-08:00

I love you..

...

2010-01-12T20:19:00.000-08:00

I am heartbroken..

.

2009-11-15T04:35:00.000-08:00

I don't know how to discribe my feeling.
Its pain
This 8 mth, it got its bitter and sweet.
No one fault. really
I know u tried your best..
Me too..
I know you love me, i know it the most.
Sometime it just that the love become thicker than the fog,
You mistrust me.
当一个男人为一个女人哭，那说明他真的爱了。

...

2009-10-20T06:13:00.001-07:00

Tired..
what to do..
did i really sink in that much that i cant even caught my breathe now?..
wadever it is..
i miss you dear..
no matter what.
i love you..

Signing off.

:)

2009-07-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

dammit, ndp rehearsal making me crazy.

The crowd is getting more. Making me nervous.
But kinda excited. ha
hmm, 6 more month. ORD! yeah man

:)

2009-03-29T06:50:00.001-07:00

:)

Dear if u'r reading this.
Just wanna say..

I love you. :D

Can't see her for 3 week..
Gonna miss her damn much,ton ton much..LOL
k gtg. byee

:)

2009-03-21T07:07:00.001-07:00

Love you my dearest qianling!=p
Hmm, really hope i can spand more time with you...
<3

Signing off..

:)

2009-03-01T02:51:00.000-08:00

:)

Went her hse to eat and slack ytd, from ard 2 to 7.
Can notice that she is sick..still she ate left over bee hoon.
Wanted to change my bento with her but she insist nt to..
Still ask me buy bubble tea, Good huh. *Cough*

After that we went my cousin bbq at Bukit Gombak,
Amm..its very boring there for her, cuz most of my cousin she dunno.
Sry sry...

Afterthat ard 10+ she left to meet fren while i stay at the bbq.
That all. =D

...

2009-02-14T18:46:00.000-08:00

Just spend my v.d at camp, was doing guard duty.

Firstly thx to all my biao mei for viewing/tagging. =D
Didn't knew that u gals are blogging also.
Free call me out k. (:

...

2009-02-10T00:25:00.000-08:00

cam whoring at junkai hse. =)

Shot 1

Shot 2
Shot 3
Shot 4 Shot 5
lol

...

2009-02-09T03:54:00.000-08:00

sick.. damn

fever 38.5
who would be here to take care of me. ):

Hungry, yet lazy to buy food..
nvm.. i go slp, can cure hungriness.

...

2009-02-08T10:56:00.000-08:00

What is my feeling now.. idk

Just pass her the pass yr exam paper..
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine..
Without you

I'll live my life how it should be,
I hope it'll all get better in time.
Without you

When bugis with sis..

Taiwan restaurant. :)
Wonder U'r aslp..

...

2009-01-26T08:13:00.000-08:00

what to do what to do...

...Its has been 6 month le
The memories is killing me.
It's gonna hurt when it heals too.
But its not healing...

:)

2008-12-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

Yeah, Christmas has ended.

Have a good time spraying snow spray at orchard.
Very fun indeed.. Esp. those ah neh walk pass and spray them like hell. LOL

Nv had a chance to eat turkey. haha
maybe next christmas..

Signing off..

:)

2008-12-23T11:51:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming.

Have u bought my present? ;)

how am i gonna spend my Christmas ?
Have a dinner with family? or spend the night at a party.
Or maybe spend it with you? yes you! :P

Signing off..

I miss you nat.. yes i really do...

:)

2008-12-20T08:51:00.001-08:00

;)

Christmas is coming!

Wish my sis all the best in US , and my family too.

Bought quite alot of gift, haha.

Felt that this yr shopping spree for christmas has gone down quite alot.

but at least ppl will buy something better than nth. right? :)

Went swimming in the afternoon, than went orchard to shop for christmas.

Starbucks. :p

night all. Merry Christmas!

...

2008-11-23T04:32:00.000-08:00

damn,damn,damm..

what should i do,to get you outta my mind..
It has been so long.
I hate this feeling. i hate you.

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2008-11-04T03:36:00.000-08:00

hm, quite some time didn't update.

Been quite buzy these 2 month, learning driving and stuff.

=D

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2008-09-05T20:04:00.000-07:00

sad..

Saw my mum crying just now when i'm back from camp,cuz my sis left today morning..
2 yrs might be fast or slow, hope they are fine there. Bon voyage!

Aiya,forget to bring my shooting range card back,haha
Wanted to show off how zai i am, Too bad. :))
I shell spend more time with my mum and dad from now..

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2008-09-03T00:34:00.000-07:00

woo

Air rifle shooting competition at safra later.
k gtg. byee

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2008-08-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

Had a farewell dinner with my sis..

Feeling quite sad, 2 yrs..

Cya..

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2008-08-25T04:36:00.000-07:00

So long nv update, no time..

Hmm, no time go sentosa with my gay frens..sry guys!
Argh, not enuff of slp! getting sick..
Keep telling her to drink more water but me myself nv drink.
k bye.
:))

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2008-08-14T05:11:00.000-07:00

有些事往往不是你想要的这么简单..

Seriously the life inside & outside was totally different,i miss her.
I just cant sound out my feeling here,its just too difficult.

只想让你知道，再面对没有你的寂寞夜晚..
想着你是我临睡的习惯。

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2008-08-11T04:42:00.000-07:00

Hmm..after reading her diary,i must say that i've fall deeper.

I really don't know how am i gonna spend my time inside army.
Every hrs,min,sec..My mind was wondering abt what she doing,are you feeling the same?
2 week later, i shell give her my warmest hug ever. :))

Darling, I love you.

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2008-08-10T01:19:00.000-07:00

Went out with darling ytd with my family,haha. both of us was shy. :))

Met her in the morning, than went up her hse to give her granny lunch. * i sweat cuz i nervous, haha.=p

Than she came over to my hse to have our lunch while waiting fer my family, we went to changi airport to have our dinner at dian xiao er. walk walk abit than went to bugis top1 to sing. The aircon was cold there..

Darling,ilu. :)

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2008-07-27T02:47:00.001-07:00

Boringg~

sum1 call me to chat plz.

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2008-07-18T23:52:00.001-07:00

一
三年共枕三冬暖
六月赠衣六腑寒
且等除祛身后事
尤从怨女泣边关
二
不为富贵愁一世
只羡鸳鸯伴百年
待汝银河乘鹊见
恐收吾骨碧山前
三
千盟万誓忆犹甜
泪眼婆娑叩问天
此世为何多苦难
来生但愿少迍邅

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2008-07-14T22:52:00.000-07:00

ah boy ar ah boy WAKE UP LIAO!!see your room so untidy!

damn,first thing in the morning i heard from my mum...
i've used my super reverse psychology of saying its clean =)
but to her its nt...

nvm, nvm...

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2008-07-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

Dear Fellow Singers and A Cappella Enthusiasts,

A Cappella Fest 2008

It is with great pleasure that we announce the start of sales for the annual A Cappella Fest ‘08: Listen Now! (For Students). For the adults we have a separate festival during October, details available soon!
Please support us by forwarding the information to your teacher and student friends in primary and secondary schools all over Singapore.
We've invited local groups Key Elements, Vocollision, TAS groups and special guest stars Jamaica Cafe to sing for us at the Festival featuring an incredible line up and with an extensive repertoire.
Most Appreciated!

Join us at ACS Barker's Mrs Lee Choon Guan Concert Hall
30th & 31st July
Matinee: 3pm – 4.15pm (Primary School Programme)Evening: 7.30pm - 9.30pm (Secondary School Programme)

For more info: http://www.a-cappella.org.sg/ =)

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2008-07-13T02:56:00.000-07:00

美吗?:))

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2008-07-06T22:24:00.000-07:00

Hoila!

My Coy mate are fun man! we were enjoyin' ourself at the bbqwtfomg!
Ytd while doing duties, my friends caught some octopus and jellyfish!ended up keepin' as pet. :)

I love indian accent. kinda cool.

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2008-06-29T04:50:00.001-07:00

Bye, off to camp.

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2008-06-28T09:53:00.000-07:00

arggh, fail my theory..

lucky i've passed my practical, have been practising it since last night.
went surfin' with buddis as usual, keep failing my flip-up. =) It has been really long time since we
last surf.

I've been thinking abt alot of thing..makes me sad kinda, but will make me stronger.

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2008-06-27T09:48:00.000-07:00

好累阿。。。。

我不知道我多么喜欢你，可是我知道我不会放棄..:((

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2008-06-22T00:30:00.001-07:00

I can only fault myself from falling too deep..

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2008-06-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

A phone without ppl talking?
Kbox without singing using mic?!!

that is what makes her my special one. ((:

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2008-06-11T06:12:00.001-07:00

POP LOR!!

Today my pop day, frm mon morning till now i haven't been slping.
24km road march ytd nite =D

The parade was quite simple, but half way the rain start to pour down. =(
k cont. tmr, really tired today...

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2008-05-24T08:47:00.000-07:00

Fieldcamp on coming MON!!

Pray hard for me plzzz.....=(( & wish me come back in peace.

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2008-05-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

Training was tough..

Shag,but finally book out.=D
The highest-peak of my training finally reaches,My platoon mate was interesting and fun. For the pass 3 month,we shared our tears and laughter together & we will POP together as well.=)

Miss my family alot during the days inside the camp,i can feel that they are worrying alot for me. =D

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2008-05-04T04:57:00.000-07:00

=(

Disappointed...

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2008-04-30T09:49:00.000-07:00

Woot~!

I've thrown a perfect grenade today,hit the sandbag and target board down.
Quite proud of it.

k i off to slp,nite.

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2008-04-25T23:42:00.001-07:00

^^

Next week is my live grenade throw. meaning i might have a 99% of dying.LOL
who cares, just wanna throw it hard and explode. =D

When ever i'm down,i'll told myself,
Just look at the bright side of my life.
What ever hardship i've gone through,
I'll continue to look forward for a more challenges.
Without anyone,
My life will still goes on.

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2008-04-12T23:05:00.000-07:00

ITS WAS EXTREMELY ANGUISH INSIDE!

totally crucifixion,cruciation...
can't imaging how misery the life inside is.
2 more month,i will bite on hard with my teeth and goes on.

This 1 month,i've thought through..life can't rely on anyone, without anyone my
life still goes on.There's time where i need encourage but its seem to be ignored.
Thus apparently it was jus an act showing the fact that people are all around you 'supporting' but to me its kind of useless.

I'll keep this mentality going on.

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2008-03-20T10:16:00.001-07:00

ARGH!!NSNSNS!!!
FIrst time book out,so RELAX!

Inside training was tough. TIRING!!!
every hr min sec was doing strenuous excising.
Bo bian..Have to get used to it. for 2 yrs..................

k,i am exhausted...nite all,LIGHT OUT!!

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2008-03-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

Grandma hse today,
Nth to write.
Slp all the way frm afternoon to evening.
I am a ---> ^(00)^
Nuff, i need to slp now. ha!

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2008-03-01T16:51:00.000-08:00

hoho,
Ytd go suntec for the career fair. neh, wadeva
I think my fever was getting lower?
Thanks god.

I'm hungry..k bye i go find some meat.

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2008-02-28T14:53:00.000-08:00

Woot~
Sentosa trip today,
Now is 6.45am in the morning.

Alms Alms~!
For a miserable woman~~
For a miserable Chilling morning.....
LOL

K gtg,cya.

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2008-02-27T05:47:00.000-08:00

Rotting~
Ahh Flash blood~~~LOL
anyway, today rotting at home.
nt really rot,but rest.=D

Yeah, nth to write. so bye

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2008-02-26T08:25:00.000-08:00

TODAY!
Keke,interesting day..
Go east coast,lala. with......^^
I'm might be enjoying every min and sec with her.
But i am too in fear of having a relationship again.
I don't know. i am really scare.

I can clearly remb the last relationship i gt,which bring me Damm lot of pain.
Till now it has been 5yr. The pain and suffering,I dun wish to have the same old crying day's which i had b4..

What circumstances ard me explained clearly that once u start a relationship,somehow u will end it. which lead to the pain again,than why start it?

Yes indeed the process is really very sweet and enjoyable, but think again that if its going to end it somehow. Which lead to the pain again.

I admit that i am those who take love really really very seriously..once i get into it,no one can stop me from leaving it. damm what am i gonna do......

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2008-02-25T07:35:00.001-08:00

Am i falling in love?
I don't know..But i need one now =D

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2008-02-23T18:29:00.000-08:00

Woots

Morning..Its 10am now,i feel like slping agin.
Damm,my mum ordered me to shopping with her today._!_^(00)^_!_

I'm those in the top one quarter of one percent 'suay',cuz i hate shopping with my mum. Definitely a disaster of waiting & waiting & waiting

k time to have my breakfast.

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2008-02-19T21:10:00.000-08:00

so long nv tag.

New yr New yr..nth much to say,its a period of sadist.
Nv really spend my newyear,as my sis went hospitalize.
Lucky nothing happens to her.^^

HongBao,little as crap. 48$in total.
------------------------------------------------------------
= sad..

ok, time to look foward.^^

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2008-01-08T05:06:00.000-08:00

Ah..

buzy buzy buzzyy..dammit

Oh, and my dad jus said smth this morning.
"Business is in need of enterprising young people, Showing initiative and willingness to undertake new challanges is what makes someone better."

and so on.... and what these meant is that i am going to do more 'enterprising' work indeed...

^(00)^
(*)(*)
(o)(o)

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2008-01-04T21:33:00.000-08:00

Just read connie blog.

A word of advice, I was once like u. A stupidity in love and also a giver..
Any couple would know that there's always one side that will willing to sacrifice and devoted to another. Its hard for the 'sacrificer'; really hard.

From than till now, i dare not step into any of this anymore. for the time being
I found it pointless as so many example of a broken heart around me wandering, involving the circumstances of my friend.

To all my friends out there that are Suffering under 'sacrifice',is it worth it?the answer definitely is 'No'. 'cause i've tried it ended up in the same thinking as we don't want to..

Till i found someone that really worth it for me to 'sacrifice'. ^(00)^

我的生活!

2007-12-17T23:08:00.000-08:00

bon Voyage kai.

Last trip to k-box with junkai,boontong & connie.

Enjoy!^(00)^

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2007-12-03T08:07:00.001-08:00

Love this song. Love this movie =D

파란 하늘이 눈부셔... 왠지 가슴이 아파와
나도 그대의 눈가에 이슬 맺히면
상상속에서 나~에게 다가올것만 같은 그대를
언제 부~턴가 기다렸었-죠~

아직~ 사랑을~ 몰라서.. 그댈~ 몰라서....
언제 사랑이 올까? waiting~ for your love
그대 조금만! 더~ 가~까이~ 올 순 없나요~??
내 사랑아 baby my sweet heart~♥

너무나 많은 사람들 어떻게 사랑 하는지
나만 혼자 모르고 살았나봐요~

아주 따뜻한 포근한~ 때로는 달콤한 사랑으로~
항상 진하게 내게~ 웃던 그ㅡ대~

아~직~ 사랑을 몰라서~ 그댈 몰라서~~
언제? 사랑이 올까~ waiting for your love~~
그대 조금만 더~ 가까이 올 순 없나요~~~?
내 사랑아 baby my sweet heart~

생각만 해도 너무나 행복한 너를 볼때면~
하루에도~ 수 천번 사랑한단~ 말~~~
언제 어떻게 사랑이 내게 오려나 기~다렸는데에
이미 온걸요~ 그댈 알고~ 부터어~

中文翻译
蓝色的天空很耀眼
我的心也隐隐的发痛
她眼角挂着泪水
想象着她来到我身边
从何时开始一直在等待
因为还不知道爱情,不知道你
爱情什么时候来的waiting for your love
你能不能在靠近我一点
我的爱baby my sweet heart
很多人知道怎么去爱
只有我一个人不知道
非常温暖偶而很甜蜜的爱情
经常对我灿烂微笑的你
想起你幸福的脸颊
一天说数千边我爱你
一直等待的爱情什么时候来到我身边
已经来了从认识你开始
我的心一直为你留着
我是为了你而诞生的
你来到我身边的话,要一起度过每一个瞬间
像梦一样我美丽的爱情
oh, 我的爱情快来到我身边

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2007-11-18T00:09:00.000-08:00

哈!

好久没有写日纪了。

好的! 我要先谢谢那些祝我生日快乐的人，谢谢你们哦!
今年的生日是我最难忘的。因为我有小鸡斗。哈哈!

刚刚找到以前的表演片段。

我老师欺负我。 =(

好了。不写了

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2007-10-26T21:51:00.000-07:00

=(

又要去亲初今天。。。。。
今晚是我的表演，有点紧张。
哈。

白白!!!LOL

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2007-10-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

哈!

我回来了!!

米雪叫我跟新我的blog.

上星期，跟著我的家人去亲初我妈妈和姐姐的身日。这星期还要亲初!我的天阿!=(

啪下了几张照片.

哈!
♥米雪阿，饿了吧?^(00)^
哈哈哈哈!!

我和我姐!

对不起。

没有我和我爸和我妈的照片!他们忙着吃。。
这星期还要去吃!=(

好了不写了。在见!

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2007-10-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

HA!

let's talk abt last sat. ^^

MORNING!meet up SEM at cwp. so long nv meet her le,haha..
Than kai and calvin come meet us. walk walk at cwp blablabla..

afternoon meet up connie at cck,than we went bugis meet hui zhen and michelle .
hehe, hehe, hehe..some pic

than michelle goes off...=((
left the rest of us..walk walk at orchard.
till ard 7++, i go off to meet my JIE

We went kinokunia cuz kor wanna buy dictionary.
than after we go vivo for dinner and MIDNITE movie.

Yay! Reached vivo.
Go for dinner at thai Express.

clayfish tomyam-noodle.

Fried thai noodle.

Pineapple thai fried rice.

Soft-shell CRAB!*nice*

yummy!

i know my month very red..ROAR! cuz its really HOT~~thai = HOT rite?~.~
haha, than after dinner. its abt 10.30 than sit down slack awhile.

solipsistic couple!~haha.

hmm,than went for pool. play till ard 12.30
MOVIE TIME! but it was a korea stupid gesha show. dammit
For the 3hr show, i was ALL THE WAY BORED!
The show is quite dramatic. and its all abt old korea history geisha!and such.
forget the movie name. reach home at ard 4++ tired.. =(

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2007-09-27T11:00:00.000-07:00

Nth much today..

Nite meet kai go cwp walkwalk,he come meet at admiralty first.
than went his hse wait for him to change.MEANWHILE I SAW SMTH HORRIBLE!!

OMG!=x..

creepy...waitwaitwait,untill 8+ than we go cwp tgt with calvin and gimsiang.
bought a sunglasses =)

HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY!!TO all children and kiddo out there.*(include me)*

and lastly..

MIXUE! UR CHILDREN DAY PRESENT! ♥

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2007-09-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

HA!

today was a HILARIOUS day.=x

Morning wake up at 12,meet kai at 12.30 but i was late SRY!=/
Went to IMH,saw alot MENTEL PROB PATIANT!omg..screw me
Quite scary at first...and i meant it..scary,cuz they acting weird..
but i was really pity them.who know's one day we will be like them?*touch wood*

blablabla,so while waiting for kai took some pic.^^ After tat went to the basketball count near kai hse to play bb. Than after..HOME SWEET HOME!lastly./

CONNIE!HAPPY BIRDDAY!!!PRESENT GIB U ON SAT!^(00)^

我的生活

2007-09-25T13:36:00.000-07:00

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